InsaneJournal

Current mood:	melancholy
Current music:	"Closer" by Travis
Entry tags:	angsting over score, being gay, fourth year, the_muse_awaits

Closer
God, this is such a lame song from my parents' generation. But I'm in the mood for old Muggle songs now. Score would laugh himself silly :-/

If only he knows...

Sometimes I feel like I'm the only gay boy in Hogwarts. (Which can't be true, according to statistics, but...)

For selfish and convoluted reasons, I wish there's blatant discrimination here like in the Muggle world. Then I'll have something to react against. But here, it's as if being gay is the same thing as hunting for nargles, or wearing seven layers of socks on each feet, or...something.

It's like this great invisible thing that everyone knows but just pretends that it doesn't exist, or that it doesn't matter.

And I wouldn't care about all this if only I have Score. Well, I do have Score, but I don't have him have him.

"Closer" by Travis:

I've had enough
Of this parade
I'm thinking of
The words to say
We open up
Unfinished parts
Broken up
It's so mellow

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Keep waking up (waking up)
Without you here (without you here)
Another day (another day)
Another year (another year)
I seek the truth (seek the truth)
We set apart (we set apart)
Thinking of
A second chance (a second chance)

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

And when I see you then i know it will be next to me
And when I need you I know you will be there with me
I'll never leave you

Just need to get closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Closer, closer
Lean on me now
Lean on me now
Lean on me now

Closer, closer
Closer, closer